Flickering Light

Flickering Light

Suddenly there's no light
I grab some old candles
So I can get some light
However the darkness fells like home

The light is trembling
Maybe because it knows were I want to be,
But knows that I need it to write this words
A confortable feel surrounds me

As I look around I'm not home anymore,
I recognize this place
All my past graves lined up
Why am I here again?

Maybe I just need a rest,
Iis this the only place for it?
Maybe I've returned home
There's noone to greet me
She should be here,
She must know I'm here
I can't find her!
Maybe I'll just lie down for a while
There's no more light anyway
Forever in Darkness

Tormentedly Yours

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Gentle Embrace

Gentle Embrace

when you're in the dark
You see yourself
You see who you were
You see who you are
Some say your soul

Look at your skin and see the scars
Most of which never fully healed
You see the blood that has run through your skin
You've forgotten about it
You tried to leave it behind

But you now know that whenever you come to the dark
Your real you shows
So take this pain and make it yours,
for it has no other owner but you

You remembered it sometimes,
Whenever a new scar was made
You saw the bloody river forming through your old scars
Yet you turned away
But as you prepare to inhale for the last time
It's better to take what's yours
Embrace the pain

Tormentedly Yours

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Returning to life (One more Goodbye)

Returning to life (One more Goodbye)

As we say goodbye one more time.
As we finish our drinks in one sip.
She says to me "don't come back, unless you forget how to breath"
I gently nod at her, searching approval.
I've been here for so long that I don't know what to do outside this place
As I look to that set of graves in which we last spoke,
I realize that for now I don't belong here anymore.
Think she knew for a long time, now I understand that look, those tears.
Tears which I now release, realizing that this path will not be walked for many years,
for this is my path.

As I'm leaving, I look back to all my past graves,
I see that there's more space than for my last one.
With this I know it's enevitable that I'll return here,
but for now I look at the dark horizon I feel a chill,
I feel blood pumping once more,
I've remeber how to breath

'Till I return old friend

Tormentedly Yours

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